I feel like... urgh

Do you get the feeling sometimes that you just wanna snap off your mom's head just to make her shut up? Well i feel tat almost eveyday...

My mom was asking me why do i need broadband (yes, i'm using the ancient dial-up) and i've been trying to explain to her almost like forever the difference between them. But after so long (since i was in form 3, so it would be bout 4 years), she doesn't seem to get it.

And now? She scolding me for talking sense to her. How nice is that? If only i have my own room and dont have to sleep with her, i'll be so damn happy. I'll lock myself in the room and have my radio on loud and only come out during meal time or when i need to go out.

I sometime envy my sister because she's not living here and i'm damn sure i know the reason she moved out (bet you can guess). I dun think even my dad can stand her now. My mom is like the biggest hypocrite in the world. When she don't wan something to happen she'll find excuses.

Let's take my trip to Genting for an example. My sis actually wanted to come along together with her boyfriend. BUT my mom called her and told her that I and my cousins dont like her to join us. I was like what the hell??? That is so not the first time she did something like that.

Now?? She's fucking scolding me for being online and she cannot use the bloody phone. Who's fault is it? Obviously its hers. She's the one who doesnt want me to have broadband.

I'm so gonna end this cause i'm gonna walk out of the bloody room and go have some chocolate and chill before i blow...

It's been awhile

Wow...How long has it been. 3 weeks? I've been studying. Hehehe. Did you see pigs flying around in the sky? Might be my fault.

At last the holidays has begun! Lovely! Don't you just love the awesome smell of freedom?

I'm so losing my patients with my mom. One day i'm gonna cause something to happen man. The patients that i've been using to suppress the anger for almost 2 years is gonna blow one day. Just hope i can last till i get my car. I so need something to release my anger. My stress balls have became sponge. That's why i wanna take up kickboxing BUT guess who doesn't let? Who else? Oh its the great mighty mother of mine.Bet many of you didn't know i have that in me eh? Well its still not too late. There are many hidden things hidden within my family that i've never told anyone and i'm still not gonna shout it out to the world. So too bad for ya. I rather leave them all in me and go insane,

Let's put all that aside for now. My mock exams are over. Hopefully i pass all 3 of the papers. If not, its gonna be a sad sad day. My trip to sunway lagoon got postpone to 1th of May because of Jia Huey. I so need to go out and hang out woth my friends. Long time didn't see. So let's pick a day and go to someone's house and play PS or watch something. OOO... So fun! Hehehe...But for now... I'll entertain myself with god of war 1...

I'm so losing it...

I think i'm going nuts!!!

Just think about it...

I have exam on the 23rd of april!!!

OMFG!!!

Shit!!! I'm in like panicking shit man... i haven started studying like at all!!! Wat to do... wath to do...

Should i start?

Nah... =P

Hahaha... Like i'm such a panic freak. I will never learn from my lessons. Even though i failed i'm sure i'll pass the next time. I hope. But still there is a HUGE possibility that i'll fail. But, I only see the bright side of things.

College life is so.. so... erm...

Lifeless...

Everyday class, class, class. I'm already bored. I need excitement! Luckily, i'm going to sunway lagoon on the 25th. Lifesaver! Or i'll seriously turn out to be a boring lifeless child.

I hate fridays (the day friday not the restaurant, although i dun reli like the restaurant either). I use to love friday since its the last day of the week. But now, Friday is the day with the longest classes. Wait... Tuesday also. Tomorrow's Thursday. Why am i even typing that out. I'm sure u readers are not that dumb.

I wanna go to switzerland. I wanna go australia, london, japan, korea, so many places. Sigh. Somehow this motivation is making me feel even lazier. Can you fell the pain? The pain of staying here in malaysia...

Okay... shall not talk bad bout malaysia. I might end up in jail or something. Then my reli, reli bright future will be ruined!!!

The suckish life continues

ello...

emo... emo... EMO!!! Oh my god. I fucking failed my management paper. Well i kinda guess it. What to do? Serves me right for studying last minute. Sigh. Its so saddening when the passing mark is 40 and you get 35.25. Sad huh? Just 4.75 more marks. Sigh. If only i remembered what was organisational culture. But obviously i forgot. Or else i would have passed right?

The tv channels damn dumb la. They are not showing the qualifying round for F1 in bahrain. Or else i could use raikkonen to cheer me up.

Damn suck la. No mood to do anything. Wanted to play the ps tomoro but the patients i use to play the games has vanished. Poof! It vanished just right after i calculated my very own marks for the paper.

Some stupid jackass helped the lecturer to calculate the marks. Kononnya their maths damn good but take like centuries to calculate. Then after recording it for the lecturer, they are dumb enough not to write the marks on the answer paper. And as a result? We have to calculate our own marks...

Do you know how fucking terrible it is to calculate your own marks knowing very well that you are gonna fail? Well i can tell you it fucking sucks! Damn.

And now i shall go listen to emo songs and be emo...