I am absolutely, positively, extremely...

B-O-R-E-D!

A new look!

I am so not used to having bangs but it is one way to hide those hideous pimples on my forehead! XD


It kinda looked weird at first but I guess I'm getting used to the look now. It looks nicer being tied up though...


Oh well, hair will grow back and in a few months later I might go cut it again! Then I'll have to go hunt for what style to cut it.

I was so close to cut my hair short. Maybe next time!

I was thinking of permanently wearing contact lenses. Gonna go check my eyes one day then ask the optician then persuade my mom to get them for me. I only left one pair now... Will be using it to play badminton once Uni starts.

The timetable is out and I have no free days in the week! I have class every single day except Saturday and Sunday. Two of them only 3 hours of class! Luckily I stay nearby... =P

Jack the Fruit

Yesterday, my dad came home with a Jackfruit...

Yup! The whole thing.

So today we cut it open. Bloody hell it was fun! Cutting and digging out the edible parts. Took us bout one hour.

The bloody starch is so freaking sticky! I can't get it off at all! I gave up in the end. Left my hand all sticky and all the knifes covered in goo...

Come on! It was impossible to get it off!! I used highly concentrated soap and even my skin was all wrinkly and it still wouldn't come off!

But the fruit was yummy.. XD

A Legend

Michael Jackson.

The King of Pop.

He died this morning when I was still asleep.

I was never a fan of Michael Jackson in person. However, I did grew up listening and enjoying his songs. So I AM kinda sad that he won't be entertaining us with his music anymore. Nevertheless, he is a legend and we who grew up with his music will always remember him.

He started out so young in Jackson 5. I love their music because its so happy and carefree. He was actually quite good looking till he, sad to say, mutilated himself with all those excessive plastic surgery.

My mom seems to be happy with his passing (I have no idea what's her problem). She says "Good for him! His misery has ended"

Well, he was still young. 50 years old is too young for one to die. He was starting concerts in July too! Sadly, he never made it.

So, may you rest in peace, Michael Jackson. We will always remember you.....

I hate holidays for only one reason

When you are damn bored at home with nothing to do except watching TV, you'll eventually go hunt for food to eat.

And that will cause fatness. PLUS, I went for the operation which requires me to take food before taking the medication. After taking the medicine, it makes you sleepy. Thus, sleep....

So practically, I am eating and sleeping and that makes people really fat really quick.

So I am determined to get back to my normal look. Thank god its the holidays. I'm increasing my usual daily exercise to 50 sit ups, 20 bench dips and 20 leg lifts.

Yeah, yeah. Some of you might not believe it but I DO exercise, kay? Its fun especially when you turn up the radio and play the noisiest songs to annoy your neighbour.

Other than that, I'm eating less junk and improving my old rule. It used to be no eating 2 hours before eating. Now I'm making it 4. XD

I'm turning into such a health freak! Drinking water seems to help. Since I only use the toilet upstairs (don't ask why) I have to go up the stairs each time I wanna go to the toilet. XD

Most probably will start playing badminton again when classes starts. That will be fun...

Tomorrow will be going for my last visit to the hospital. Somehow I can't straighten my leg since yesterday night. I have no idea why but it seems that the nerve is shorten and its not long enough to stretch out. Freaky...

Hopefully its nothing and it'll get better. Then I can prance around once again~

Where did the coffee go?

I am not proud to say that I have not touched coffee for a very very long time.

I will as soon as the lectures start again. This is gonna be a hell of a semester. Hell, I mean, HELL...

Damn I miss typing totally random stuff. I had pizza for lunch and dinner. Unhealthy, I know, but who cares? I love pizza! Name me one person who doesn't. Too bad for him or her...

Classes starts on the 3rd. We don't have to go for orientation, right? Timetables are not out yet. Hopefully I don't have class on Friday. Then my holidays will end on Sunday instead... =P

I have no idea why it takes so long to get the time table posted online. Not like there is no time. They've got 3 weeks to get it done!

Okay. Enough with that. My holidays are pretty much boring. As usual, what I had in mind will never actually be done. Actually, I did get rid of the growth, drink less coffee and sleep less. Not that I can drive more often with the stupid nerve occasionally hurting...

Going back for the last follow-up on Friday. Then hopefully the nerve will stop throbbing. Oh, and here's the picture for Jia Huey, my dear morbid friend...


The stitch melts by itself. So I didn't have to endure the pain of removing the stitch. Its still covered with the plaster. Not getting it wet. It'll hurt like hell! And the swelling is gone. Welcome back my awesome foot!

Green Day - 21 Guns

The new video by Green Day. Somehow there is an extra person playing the guitar. XD

Cristian and Gloria. Fighting for their love during the war...

Damn I love this song...

I still haven't got the album yet. I suppose I'm going to go get it this weekend.

Happy Father's Day!

Happy Daddy's day to all dads...

OOO! Green Day's 21 Guns is one of the soundtracks for Transformers! I love that song! I am dying to watch that show man! Must go cinema and watch...

Awesomeness...

I can finally walk again! Muahahaha...

Limping around still with plaster.

I forgot to take a picture of it when they took off the bandage and put on the plaster! Sorry Jia Huey! I will the next time I change the plaster. XD

I have no idea whether there will be a scar or not. But if there is it'll be about 1.5 inches long?

But its on my ankle and its not obvious. So I don't mind...

Shall go bathe now...

Tata~

Bandage free..

Went for the follow up just now.

The bandage is finally gone! I was so tight till my foot was swelling up. Now its shrinking back. XD

Its just a plaster now. But the swelling made my leg a little numb. So still can't really walk. I tried walking just now. I felt the stitch tugging. So I didn't continue. I don't want it to break apart and start bleeding now do I?

I guess I will be able to walk in a few days time. I better do or I'll soon lose my ability to walk...

Its 8.41am

Yup! Its early...

Got woken up by a tugging sensation at my legs. Painkillers are wearing off. Not that they are much of a help. Its more like they put you to sleep and make you feel floaty...

Just took my medicine. I'm gonna feel floaty soon.

AND...

The left part of my foot is numb. Anesthetics are suppose to be gone now. If I'm not mistaken the doctor did mentioned that I might feel numbness since the growth was attached to a nerve and cutting it off will slightly wound the nerve causing numbness...

So for now I have permanent pins and needles on the left side of my left foot, i.e the two little twos till the heel.

Shit...

Now it really hurts....

I shall go lie down. Sitting up makes it worse....

Shall be back soon....

I hate hospitals....

I'm back from the hospital and I'm gonna type out every single thing....

I left the house at about 11.30 cause they told me to be there at 12.00. Went there and they said the stupid surgery got postponed to 3.30pm. Idiot...

Sent me to the Day Care Centre. Waited there till fucking 4pm! With extremely noisy kids who got circumcised. Damn they were noisy...

Went into the operating theater at about 4? Got nice and comfy on the table... Got heater.... XD

When the doctor poked the needle in it was damn painful wei!!! Damn I can still feel the pain...

That was not the worst part. I didn't manage to feel anything. It's like you got to the dentist to get your tooth extracted. You feel something but no pain...

Until...

Snip!

When the doctor cut of the growth (forgive my language) motherfuckingbloodyhell it was damn painful! I can feel the scissors cutting it and the pain was... walio wei.... I almost swore out loud but instead I went for "ow ow ow ow ow ow!"

Then it was back to numbness. I could see the doc stitching it up. I can feel the thread tugging. That tickles...

Damn... Now its starting to hurt a bit...

Ooo! Here are some pictures of it!

This was before. How it usually looks...

This was after...

The nurses were amused when I told them I wanted to take a picture of it before they send it to the lab for testing. Hahaha. Come on! I'll never see it again! Apparently its not a cyst. Its a tumor. O.O. Oh well, shall wait for the lab results on Friday. Gotta go back to see the doctor anyway...

Now it looks like this...

Been limping my way up the stairs... XD

I've got 5 days worth of painkillers. I wonder if I'll get high on them???

Wait...

How in the world am I gonna bathe????

Do It Yourself!

At least for the time being... till i'm able to walk again...

I went to IKEA with my mom. Wanted to go eat the meatballs but the stupid thing only opens at 11.30am. Restaurant opens at 9 but the meatball section at 11.30...

Damn dumb...

Walked around and bought stuff...

A LOT of stuff... XD

Came home about an hour ago. I had to DIY the cupboard. I love DIY-ing! Though I don't know why the instructions said drill a hole when there is no need of a hole. I didn't want to waste my time getting the drill and drill one pathetic hole. So I just skipped that step. It seems to be stable.

Yeah for me!

I need to rearrange my room today since I won't be able to for the next few days but the cupboard is so freaking heavy! Even my bed is heavy. So now I'm just waiting for my dad to come home from work. I'll love my room even more!

I so admire my DIY skills....

Yeah, yeah... I'm damn perasan but it comes in handy when NO ONE at home is capable of DIY-ing properly.

I'm like super tired now.... Shall rest and will be carrying things around later....

Will blog after my surgery tomorrow!

100 truths... a tag!

I'm bored and It's early (for me), so.....

001. Real name : Yam Ee May
002. Nickname(s) : Yam, Janice, May
003. Age : coming 19 in August...
004. Horoscope : Leo
005. Male or Female : Female...
006. Elementary : Tadika Chim in Damansara Utama...
007 Middle School : Sekolah Kebangsaan Damansara Jaya (1)
008. High School : Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Damansara Jaya... I just feel like typing out the whole thing... XD
009. College school : Sunway University Collage
010. Hair colour : Dark Brown... Its natural...
011. Long or short : Long
012. Loud or Quiet : Loud and quiet... depends where I am and who I'm with...
013. Sweats or Jeans : Jeans!
014. Phone or Camera: Phone... I'll die without one...
015. Health freak : Sometimes?
016. Drink or Smoke : Drink...
017. Do you have a crush on someone : Do I?
018. Eat or Drink : Don't you need both to survive?
019. Piercings : Like to have them but no...
020. Tattoos : Would love one someday when I'm drunk....
021. Social or Anti-Social : Social, I guess
022. Righty or Lefty : Righty thighty, lefty loosey....
023. First piercing : 16? Mom is strict...
024. First relationship : I've never been in one... XD
025. First Best Friend : Everyone's equal.....
026. First Award : Somewhere in Mid School...
027. First Kiss : Still saving it...
028. First Pet : When I was born there was already a dog....
029. First Big Vacation : What I remember its America
030. First Love at First Sight : There is Lust at first sight...
031. First Big Birthday : Never really celebrate them... Not really a tradition in the family
032. First Surgery : Coming Tuesday? Hahaha...
033. First sport you joined : If I'm not wrong, its 100m in Mid school...
034. Orange or Apple Juice : I like mixed fruits juices. They have funky tastes....
035. Rock or Rap : Rock... duh......
036. Country or Screamo : Both annoying.....
037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys : NSYNC
038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera : Sluts!
039. Night or Day : Night.....
040. Sun or Moon : Moon! Defitnitely!
041. TV or Internet : Both!
042. Playstation or xbox : PlayStation
043. Kiss or hug : Hugs!!!
044. Iguana or turtle : OOO... I've always wanted an iguana...
045. Spider or bee : Ewww....
046. Fall or spring : Autumn... which is Fall...
047. Limewire or iTunes : Ares
048. Soccer or baseball : Neither
049. Eating : Air? I just woke up!
050. Drinking : Water....
051. Excitement level : Sleepy-ly dead......
052. I'm about to : Go downstairs and have my breakfast... wait... lucnh... no, BRUNCH....
053. Listening to : My stomach growling for food.....
054. Plan for today : Get the new table in my room, get the old one out, clean the aircond filter, carpet, mirror, etc....
055. Waiting for : Entertainment....
056. Energy level : I want more sleep.......
057. Thinking of someone : Nope
058. Want kids : Yeah! 2! One boy and one girl... Tyrant and Alaina...
059. Want to get married : Someday...
060. When : Late 20's or early 30's
061. How many kids do you want : Answered that....
062. Any name in mind : Also answered that...
063. What did you want to be when you were little : I never thought about it...
064. Careers in mind : A Rockstar! Woot!
065. Mellow future or wild : Wild baby!
066. Something you would never try : Drugs and Cigarettes...
067. When do you want to die : When I am incapable of living...
068. Lips or Eyes : Eyes...
069. Romantic or Funny : Both...
070. Shorter or Taller : Taller! Must be!
071. Protective or Caring : Both...
072. Romantic or Spontaneous : Both...
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms : Both... I'm greedy I know! XD
074. Sensitive or Loud : Moderately...
075. Hooked-up or Relationship : I'll never know...
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant : Normal person...
077. Muscular or Normal : I don't mind...
078. Kissed a stranger : Nope! Maybe when I'm high on something.. maybe?
079. Broken a bone : Fracture my right middle finger? XD
080. Lost glasses or contacts : Nope....
081. Ran away from home : I'm a good good girl!
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense : I need no self defense....
083. Killed somebody : I killed ants, spiders, mostly insects....
084. Broken someone's heart : I don't think so??
085. Had your heart broken : Nope! Its still in one huge awesome piece!
086. Been arrested : Nope...
087. Cried when someone died : No one died yet....
088. Liked a friend more than a friend : Am I suppose to?
089. Yourself : I'm damn hungry now.....
090. Miracles : Luck and Karma...... What goes around comes around....
091. Love at first sight : Didn't I answered this before??? WTH.....
092. Heaven : I believe people rot and return to the earth as fertilizer....
093. Santa Claus : Kimmy's pedophile santa... XD
094. Tooth fairy : Never believed...
095. Kiss in the first date : Nope...
096. Angels : and Demons! I need to watch that movie!
097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now? : Not person... I want my food....
098. Happy with where you're in life now? : I can be happier....
099. Do you believe in God? : I'm an atheist....
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 6 people : Nah... they'll most probably won't do it.... who wants to do do only la....

Wow... This is one long ass tag wei! My eyes are dry just by doing this... Hahaha... Sooooo hungry! I'm going to go eat now...

Operation Ankle?

Mom woke me up at the crack of dawn today. Bloody hell 8.45am. I was still in dream land and I could barely walk straight out of the house...

Then we went to Sunway Medical Centre. The first thing I went through the doors were a table and a nurse asking "Do you have flu, coughs or any fever?"

Obviously no...

And the directed to the right department and there were so many freaking people! Why are there even so many people going to see a doctor? Didn't know people were that sick... Pity...

Then I had to fill in a form. I was so freaking sleepy I filled in the wrong address and phone number... XD

Waited there for one and a half hours till it was my turn and it took only 5 mins and we have to pay RM80 for consultation.... What the hell right? I can be a doctor also la...

So, the doctor said its most probably a cyst. I'll be going for a day surgery on Tuesday at 2.00pm but I'll have to be there at 12 noon...

I'll be fully conscious! So cool! I get to see the operation? Nah he called it Excretion? Extraction? I forgot... but it started with an E...

I guess I'll be kinda immobile after that. Its on my ankle! The hole between the two major arteries? Yeah, there. So I guess I can't walk for a few days? I have no idea... Must ask the doctor...

Anyways, just to be on the safe side, shall enjoy these two days walking as much as possible! XD

I'm gonna die!

I'm going to the hospital tomorrow...

Yup! You read it correctly.... H-o-s-p-i-t-a-l

I've got this thing growing at my left ankle for quite some time. It used to be not visible. So when I go to the clinic I asked the doctor and she said it was nothing...

But it grew.....

Now there is like a lump on my ankle! It is so freaking annoying! I keep hitting it and it hurts like hell! So I told my parents to bring me to the hospital and get rid of it...

So...

I'll be waking up at the crack of dawn. Mom said to go at 9.00am. Come on! That's like so early...

But the sooner the better right? Who know? The growth might be cancerous and they might have to amputate my foot away?

OMG!

Nah. I doubt that'll happen. I mean what are the odds to have a cancerous growth at your ankle? What would it be even call it? Ankle Cancer...? XD

Most of my cells will be dying tomorrow because most probably they are going to take an X-ray of my ankle. I should make full use of them now by watching TV.

Tata~

Thank god it's Friday?

It totally doesn't matter what day it is because I'm on a 3 weeks break.

Woke up and I have to go hang the clothes. Damn its hazy. I've been coughing the whole day and night yesterday. My nose is a freaking haze detector. XD

I better go hang the clothes after this post before the sun gets any hotter.

What should I do today?

Most probably I'll be watching Dvds. I finished Dexter already. Gotta return them to Kimmy after my mom and sister are done watching it....

I think the 3rd season is a bit slow. I like the 2nd one best...

Oh well, my sister is coming back today. Finally I'm going to get a proper lunch! Mom didn't cook for the last few days. Been practically living on maggi, milo and bread...

But I like milo and bread. Peanut butter!

On the other hand, its nice to get proper food once in awhile. I should go buy milk and cereal too!

The clothes are done! Gotta go hang them now...

The day...

Typical Thursday rotting at home...

So this morning after I wrote the previous post, I went down and did the Jigsaw puzzle...

This was it before I started..


I've always loved doing Jigsaw puzzles but never like doing them with people. They annoy me.. XD

After spending about 4 hours or so, this was the progress.....

I know! I'm good..... XD

I got hungry and decided to go make a nice hot cup of milo. Then I heard the thunder. Damn happy it was finally gonna rain. Bloody hell! It DRIZZLED only 2 minutes.

Finally just now at 6.30pm, I finished the 1000 pieces puzzle!

TA DA~

I know. I have no life...

But...

It's fun!!! Bite me....

Good morning, world!

I was having some weird dream last night. As usual, I don't remember them but I know its weird. I woke up at 6.30 am saying "Who the hell turned off my aircond?"

Turns out there is no electricity. XD

And it was so freakishly silent in the early morning!

So, I laid in bed hear the birds wake up and annoy the crap out of me with their repetitive chirping. I swear that there are at least 6 different kinds of chirping!

Wow. I actually woke up before the birds even woke up to get their breakfasts... Hahaha

Eventually, I went back to sleep.

I just woke up! Hehehe... Idiot Prabu called me and woke me up to ask me wanna go watch movie since he is bringing his bros and sis to watch. We were suppose to go watch with Isha and Darshni but last minute got canceled because Isha got no car to use....

I was so lazy..... So I said no..

Hahaha...

I've decided to enjoy doing Jigsaw puzzles today. Shall open up one of the old 1000 pieces one to do. Most probably will be finishing it in the evening....

First, I need to find the board to do it on....

That sounded so wrong......XD

3 weeks....

I have waited for this holiday for sooooo long!

I'm gonna actually start the holiday by sleeping less. I slept at about 3.30 am after partially cleaning my room. Hahaha.

Woke up at 8.30 intending to continue... XD

I'm not gonna even complain about that idiot paper because I am so going to fail it....

I'm like still sleepy and I've got friends coming over later at about 10 something. So I need to clean my room before then!

I need a nice cup of Nescafe to wake up my day and maybe finish some games that I left hanging. Or should I start a new one?

Oh my god...

I missed my playstation sooooooo much!

Tattoos of Memories.....

It has been soooo long since I finished high school!

One and a half years.....

I kinda missed high school? All the crazy friends! Not paying attention in class doesn't seem to be a problem then. Studying the night before exams enables you to score easily.

Most importantly...

More holidays! I still have to go for exams if they fall on a public holiday. Can you believe it? Thank God that hasn't happened yet....

Why am I suddenly talking about high school and being so nostalgic all of a sudden? Well, I was chatting to Liyana Joe on facebook...

Brings back memories..............

And in high school, we used to complain about everything there and can't wait to get out of school to collage. Now that we are in college, for me at least, I wanna go back to those carefree moments when there is nothing to worry about!

Currently, most of us are saying, "Can't wait till we graduate and start working". Most probably, when we're working, we'll be wishing to be back studying...

So now......

I'm gonna so enjoy my university life man! Though its kinda hell at the moments before exams, i.e. now, other days are no complains! No assignments (even if there are I don't do them), classes are 4 days a week or less, some days only have one 3 hours class and kinda long end-of-semester holidays....

SO no complains! I kinda dig this University life and one semester is over and I survived it. How hard can the rest be?

Coffee~

I

♥LOVE♥

COFFEE

Do you?

I am worse than dead!

It just hit me today that I know damn little about F5 : Performance Management and my bloody paper is on Monday!

So, I am going to collage tomorrow to "study"! Meeting up with some classmates and hopefully get some past year questions done. I just aiming for a pass! I'm not that greedy!

Anyways, I've been catching up on my sleep lately. 9 hours at least a day! I think I'm sleeping too much but who cares? I LURVE my sleep!

I've been feeling dizzy these couple of days. I wonder why? Maybe its the weather....

Oh my god. The weather. It is so bloody hot! I am melting everyday at home. Gonna be in the freezing library tomorrow. Hehehe...

The horror has ended

When I was in the exam hall waiting for the paper to begin, I was panicking like mad!

Now, its over! Woo~

I've got a whole week to prepare for F5 : Performance Management. That is like lots of time! So I'm gonna enjoy slowly studying and not leaving it till last minute this time. Did that for Law. Forgot everything when I opened the question paper. As I tried harder to remember, I start getting the headache.

But it was so creepy, when I gave up doing the paper, I still had about half an hour left. So I sat there dreaming. Suddenly some points just came back...

Hahaha...

Anyways, here are some random stuff that happened!

Check out these geese!

I find that picture damn cute lo! I was in the car cutting through Kampung Kayu Ara. The way they walk is so funny! XD

Looks gross?

But it tastes damn nice, kay? Vanilla ice-cream with ice-cream soda topped with strawberries! It tastes kinda good! And most importantly, no trip to the toilet! XD... I'm gonna try putting some other fizzy drinks in next....