Glued my ass to the chair

Imagine if that really happened. Damn it'll be a painful process to remove...

Anyways, I was suppose to get started on my OBU research. I have said it since 2 weeks and it has been just lying there and not progressing anywhere. I am soooooo screwed! I seriously need to get my mind to it!

Worse thing is that the laptop that I was doing the idiot project on belongs to the company. Now, the charger I think died. It wouldn't charge! Like oh my god. All my work is in that thing! I will seriously be devastated man! I'll quit my job!

Nah probably not. Even if I abso-fucking-lutely hate it. Why in the name of me did I take up accounting? Dumbass.

Putting that aside, meeting up with some old friends for Chinese New Year dinner last night was a blast! We actually gathered the same way the previous Chinese New Year! Had organic vegetarian food which was yummy! Filled our tummies up with healthy and fibrous food!

To balance out the healthy food we had, went to Dirty Nelly's, new place at DJ. If only they had that open when I was studying there. I think more students will be missing from class. I think I'll be one of them.

Wacked some beers, rum, cocktails. Nothing like hanging out with some good friends on a Saturday night...

Monday Blues~

Sometimes I wonder whether the decisions I make are just compulsive thinking. Take me deciding to start work for example. My intention was to start earning cash and then go overseas and support myself in obtaining my MBA.

Now that all seems like just a plan. Working ain't fun. I don't like my job! I don't get how someone can work with a job that they do not like. It's driving me crazy and I can't do anything because most jobs outside requires job experience of at least 1 year or 2.

Its weird the things I set out to do. I change my mind so quick its like one minute I'm eating in a fancy restaurant and the next second I'm bungee jumping off a bridge. Okay, that didn't make any sense at all but you get my point.

After only one month of working, I am rethinking the decisions that I've made. What in the world am I doing? This is not something I enjoy doing. I don't even know what I enjoy doing but I'm pretty sure what I'm doing now isn't it. I am a spoiled brat. Sad but I do admit it. I can't stand doing something that I don't like even if I need to do it in order to survive.

What do I enjoy? I love music! I love travelling! I love extreme sports!

I can't sing nor can I play musical instruments well enough...

I don't have the cash to travel all over the world visiting places I've never seen...

I can't make extreme sports a career...

So what am I to do?

If only I have the answers, life would be soooo much easier...

Complaining is part of life...

Once again, it is time for me to start complaining. I think its just human nature that we complain about almost everything and anything.

Working is horrible! I miss my lectures, heck, I miss secondary school! All those days where classes are all we had to worry about and tests. Sleeping in class was no problem and it only lasts for half a day. Tuitions are kind of fun since friends are there and all. Work is nothing like that. I am given work that I a normal associate won't even need to do and I am only an intern. Come on! I am lost and confuse most of the time and a bunch of instructions are being poured all over you. I can barely remember 3 of them. I forget, I ask and the manager goes, "How many times I need to tell you?"

She didn't really scolded me but its just not a nice feeling. I am stuck in the office, doing stuff for PPD (which I found out stands of Professional Practice Department), following up everything that seniors left for the managers to do and I am not liking it at all!

I sign up for this to get on a job! Go to a client's place and ACTUALLY audit them. Now, all I'm doing is sitting in the office, testing some software before it is launched for use. Hello? I am an ACCA student not some IT technician. I did not sign up being pain 800 bucks a month to test softwares and upload templates on to the KPMG webpage. They are sending people who are in their first year in uni (no offence) with no knowledge what-so-ever to audit clients and me (an ACCA finalist) to stay in the office doing IT stuff.

Thinking of changing departments if it is possible. Intend to talk to the HR guy and see what can be done. If there is nothing then I'll just quit and get another job somewhere else.

Enough of the ranting, which I hope will not get seen by anyone in the office, Chinese New Year holidays were a relief. Its like a break from the shit-hole I'm in. Luck this year sucks. Food is obviously, awesome. I have been eating my heart out almost everyday! Finally tuning it down today. How can you resist bak kua???

Working Days

Well, well, well...

I've been busy the last few weeks. Working.

Finally I can use this sentence. I am boreeeeed!

I am an intern in an audit firm at the peak period and I am so free I am blogging.

I am an audit intern but I am placed under a manager who is from PPD. I have no idea what that means. But its a different department. So I am technically not in the department I wanted to be in.

Helping my boss download stuff from the internet and its sooo slow!

I have been in the office for the last 2 weeks. I am like stuck...... Freeeeezing my ass off testing audit programs and uploading stuff to the KPMG website.

Oh well, I guess I can say that I am the free-est intern.. XD

Adulthood

Christmas is over and so is the New Year. My holiday was fully utilised. I am currently very much broke and here comes the time to face adulthood.

Work.

Damn. I'm kinda excited? I have no idea what to expect. I like meeting new people and being in a new environment.

Then again, its work. Its suppose to be boring and lifeless. Sitting at a desk and waiting for the clock to show 5.30pm.

First day of work since ever. Damn its gonna be one hell of an experience.

So, should I wear skirt or pants? A white shirt or grey? Oh my gosh there is so much choices being a girl. All a dude needs are long pants, long sleeve shirt and a tie. DONE! Girl, no wait, LADIES, have to choose between skirts, pants, button up short sleeve, button up long sleeve, a long sleeve blouse or a short sleeve blouse.

Unnecessary stress.....

Jingly Bells and New Years

Its Christmas tomorrow! As usual I don't celebrate it but the songs that they are playing at malls just puts you into the holiday spirit!

New year resolutions! Well, first would actually be me resolving to actually fulfil my resolutions. That's important no?

Next! I shall not skip any tests next semester. I shall not spend so much money next year and save up to go on a holiday. I shall work my ass off and be a permanent staff at KPMG. I shall be a good girl and finally complete my OBU thesis and not defer it again. Finally, I shall be healthy!

There! I wonder how many of them will I actually achieve next year?

Life!

I'm not even going to complain about my exam... Its just going to make me all sad...

Finally! Post-exam periods are here! Only two weeks of freedom and I am gonna fill it up with stuff!

1. Finish Kickboxing classes.
2. Go for free gym trial at True Fitness. Only one week though. Kedekut people. But I'll go swim everyday! XD
3. Finish Okami and God of War 2.
4. Catch up with friends. Especially those who are back from overseas.
5. Christmas!
6. Shopping.
7. Brush up on my horrible attempt of teaching myself to play the guitar.
8. Start panicking for my new job.
9. Whine about having weekend classes.
10. Hopefully something will come up for New Year's and I'll go for it!

I have till the 3rd of January to enjoy. Seems like time is insufficient! Better get my ass to work and start with Number 3... =D